Healing my Inner Child with my biological mother

My mom, the most firey, persistant, determined, beautiful and inspiring woman, has been severely depressed for the past 5 years. When I tell you, this has been one of the most challenging blocks for me to face in my life, I am not exaggerating. She was my biggest role model, besides her mom (my grandma), and of course my father. I always wanted to be like my mom one day & I always dreamt of having true love, like my parents had. Sadly, my mom started struggling with mental health a few years ago, which ultimately led to her and my dad seperating & divorcing. Oddly enough or ironically enough, not too long after this, I “woke up” and started pursuing my Life Purpose and then my Twin Flame. Throughout these past years, I have distanced myself physically from her in order to heal and also to protect my own mental health. Recently, I had a strong nudge from God telling me to spend more time with her. I have committed to visiting her once a week, every week and spending quality time with her. Last week was my first official visit and I am really happy with the result. I wasn’t sure how it would feel, how she would feel or how I would feel, but the day with her ended up being so healing for me & my inner child. It reminded me of when me and her were close. We used to be best friends. We would hang out all the time. During the drive there, I was getting flashbacks of all our times together as a family, and I just started balling my eyes out. I think I cried deeply at least 3 times during that car ride. I am also tearing up now, as we speak, because the love I experienced as a kid is being brought to the surface and I feel like i am about to re-live it or come close to it again. God will take us to very unique places in order to heal. I am really grateful for him. And my mom. <3