God As Your Ultimate Lover
God is the reason we are on this journey in the first place. It was always ever about God. In being with God, may we be with ourselves- truly. In the absense of God, or the illusion of it, we feel alone, scared, abandoned. But God is never really absent. It is only us choosing to experience that lie. What do we receive from this choice? only suffering. It never actually serves us to feel without God. It is silly, honestly. Today, I choose to be with God. Today, I choose to give myself to him entirely, no turning back. For he knows the way home. He knows me better than I know myself. He knows how to make me happy. I trust him completely. Like my Guru’s say: Whatever you think you want: It’s actually God. Want a new car? You actually want God. Want your Twin Flame? It’s God you really want. This journey always brings us back to God. And who is God? God is love, God is peace, God is all things good. God is your parents, your mother and your father. God is your source. God is the breeze on the shore on a hot summer day, the puppy wagging his tail on the street, the juicy bite of your croissant. God is the new shirt you just bought, the rainy day, the snowflake, the song you just wrote. God is everywhere, in all things, in every moment. God is always there, inviting you to connect, inviting you to have fun, dance, sing, enjoy the moment. God is not your ego. God is not your pain. God is not your discomfort or your resistance or shame. God is your neighbor, your friend, the one who’s with you till the end. Your source. The source of all things. The reason for everything. It’s God. It always was God, it always is God, and it will always be God. Forever. If you don’t know God, how can you know yourself? For he created you. You did not create you. He sees you as perfect, flawless, beautiful, powerful, strong, enlightened, empowered, loving, thoughtful, caring, loveable, abundant, and more. How do you see yourself? It is time to start seeing yourself as God sees you. You are Divine. Don’t ever forget it.
Love,
Natalie
